I’d been doing really well, posting every weekday. Then yesterday came along and I was hit by the Blargh. I was up earlier than usual, which should have meant extra productivity. Instead, it was like I hit a wall. I just didn’t want to do anything. I didn’t want to work on my puzzle. I didn’t want to read. I didn’t want to work. I didn’t want to chat online. I didn’t want to design anything. NOTHING.
That hadn’t happened to me recently and I have no idea what triggered it. I’ve been really productive lately. Posting online for all my direct sales endeavors, assisting in sales, writing, creating, etc. My emotional balance has been pretty awesome. I had one anxiety attack a little bit ago. My fibro has been under control, meaning the meds are working to keep joint pain away and my upper back hasn’t been bothering me. I have been sleeping a ton, but I don’t know that that will ever change. One of the anti-depressants makes me sleep a lot. But, at this point, given the emotional balance I have, I won’t risk changing it for something else.
So yeah, yesterday ended up being kind of a fail. Today hasn’t started off so well either. I woke up later than I wanted to. I had weird and disorienting dreams with effects that lasted past waking. I HATE those dreams. So much. I’ve been super uncoordinated too, spilling food in our newly cleaned apartment, nearly dropping things off counters. It’s like I’m not awake enough to be trying anything.
I hope that wears off as the day goes on since I have stuff I’d like to get done today and I intend to make Mr. Lyndsy take me on a date tonight! We’re going to see a movie we don’t really feel like seeing since nothing else is playing (they don’t generally release new movies during Ramadan) and have a dinner that neither of us has to cook or clean up after. That’s always nice.
Anyway, here’s to it being Friday!