Man! Designing these cross stitch patterns has been so good for me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still exhausted as shit, sleeping poorly, and the back pain actually seems to have gotten worse somehow. But, it’s almost like I don’t mind it so much?
I feel more engaged in life. I feel a little more like I have a purpose. Above all else, it’s fun. I think about the designs as I’m falling asleep. I looked at the elevator light the other day and saw my little stitch blocks.
Some of them are gifts, which is always fun for me. I love handmade gifts. It’s nice to be able to make just the right gift. My plan is to design a bunch, make them, and then on my next trip to the US, get everything framed and shipped out where it needs to go. I’ve made a lot of designs though so I have no idea if I’ll be able to get everything done.
I do hope to sell some of them eventually, but even if I don’t, that’s okay. It’s FUN for me. And I am desperately in need of some fun to lighten up all the BLAH that has invaded my life.
If you’ve got any ideas for things you’d like to see in stitches, let me know. I’ll see if I can tackle it.